Saturday, January 18, 2020

Don't Be Afraid



Isaiah 41:10 
King James Version (KJV)
10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee:
     be not dismayed; for I am thy God:
I will strengthen thee;
     yea, I will help thee;
          yea, I will uphold thee
with the right hand of my righteousness.

For my entire career I had been teaching mathematics. Many students hated mathematics; they feared it and were dismayed that they had to take it in order to graduate. I used everything I could think of to try and break down that fear. Those who would actually do what I told them to do in class and for homework usually succeeded well. They didn’t always lose their hatred for the subject, but at least they gained an assurance that they could do it. It gave them a feeling of empowerment that bolstered them for the rest of their college life.
Success comes from doing, not wishing for or dreaming about it, but from sitting down and actually sweating through the details until they began to see why it worked for them. Naturally there were some who expected—even demanded—that I do the work for them and give them a grade representative of what I could do. I would hold review sessions before major tests and exams. I would give daily quizzes that were aimed at making them acquainted with the kinds of questions I would later put on tests. I often handed out copies of previous exams I had given in that topic so they could work through them. I encouraged them to use these to simulate their exam experience. This was to help them to relieve their own stress during the in-class tests. I knew it had worked for me and that many students told me it had worked well for them, too.
I always explained to each class that when God promised wisdom to us—see James 1:5—there were no conditions attached to that promise. God would always give them wisdom. We would always pray for wisdom before each test.
Early on in teaching I discovered that each class had its own “personality.” A few classes stonewalled themselves behind an attitude of resisting everything I did for them. They refused to do homework or prepare for tests. They tried to demand that I give them a passing grade simply because they came to class regularly. One time six students, each bigger than I, marched into my office furious that the test I gave was not an exact copy of a previous test that I had given them for review. When I pointed out that, of course, the answers weren’t the same because the questions were similar but not identical, they vowed revenge. The next morning when I went out to my car to go to class, I found that the windshield had been smashed by a violent blow with a baseball bat. I told my class what had happened and explained that I was apparently doing too much for them. In the future they should look at their textbook for examples for tests and prepare for them in that way. Fortunately, I’ve had no more bat impressions in my windshield.
Thank You, Lord, for living up to Your promise to strengthen, help and uphold us, and for the fact that You really do that.

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